Tyler left, walked out on me as he done countless times
before only this time I know that I had deserved it. Only, what did he expect
from me? From a girl who once had it all and that is now left with nothing. No
humanity, no love to be had, seeking absolution in the eyes of the devil. Such
a devilish fiend that took me as his own used me up until there was nothing
left and then tossed me aside as if I were nothing more than an old rag he
could simply replace. Perhaps he could, I was nothing special. My hair didn’t
always sit right, my eyes were dull, my lips weren’t full and my cheeks weren’t
masked in a perfect rose color. I was just a girl, no I was a demon. An evil
being, with such twisted innards that even Lucifer himself would tremble with fear.
I’ve been the worst sort of monster, embracing my soullessness with a wicked
grin perpetually curling my lips. I would never be the girl everyone remembers
me to be. There’s darkness within me now, an obscurity buried deep within my
soul that struggles to keep me under, to keep me down. Extinction threatening to
overcome me, taking half the world along for the ride; A time bomb that’s what
I was, ticking away at the seconds until it’s far too late to save me, if it
wasn’t already. His face flashes across my consciousness now. Tyler, his eyes
lit from within as if there were a flame raging just behind them. His strong
muscular arms that used to make me feel so safe, I wasn’t safe anymore. I felt
empty, cold, and naked. As if everything had been stripped from my body and
here I was for the entire world to gawk at; A ghost of a girl who used to have
such life, such vibrancy. Hollowed out and dull, left with only skin and bones.
My heart one without a beat and mangled, tossed off with the rest of the
useless things. I knew how this story would end, how all great tragedies end.
The heroine takes her last breath and in her last moment, the words that hang
on her lips are the worst of all because that’s the moment the truth will be heard.
When she will finally be vindicated, receiving forgiveness for all the horrors she’s
brought on other’s lives. Her love will find her, he will cry and kiss her
frozen lips but then it will be too late, her light has been snuffed out.
People would miss her for all the things she used to be and that is how she
wanted them to remember her; Happy, for in the end she may be unrecognizable to
even herself. Caroline makes her way to the door, knowing he could no longer be
seen from where she stood. Her eyes trailing off into the distance where she
knows he would have disappeared. There lies her heart, a heart that stopped
being hers the second he entered her life. Kol, couldn’t have stolen that the
day she was raped of her humanity, no that had always been Tyler’s.
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